So angry

很不幸的...
今天我被她打...
而且是用衣架打的...
脚上的伤痕，
心中的痛...
我忍不住了...
哭了...
她还在拼命骂....
生气到...
明明不是我的错...
打我干吗？
关我什么事？
是她儿子的错...

趁她出去，
打了电话给晶...
我真的学坏了？
我真的不想去P.D.
我星期日傍晚才会回到家...
不能上网了...
不管怎样，
谢谢你~
爱你哟~
么么~

Happy

Today very happy...
If he can stay away like today...
I appreciate that a lot...
Thank a lot...
For your cooperation...
So confused...
Why that feeling disappeared?
But it doesn't mind any more...
Wish you luck in UPSR...

Today I saw one old friend...
He so fat jorr...
His spectacles so lousy...
Look like uncle...
But still glad...
Can see him again after so many years...

Don't have anything to do...
Thinking about the project...
Hope to see them tomorrow at yii's house...
Hope can finish it in time...
Hope we won't argue again...
Thanks for everything...
Thanks [Summer-Jing]
Thanks [Autumn-Yii]
Thanks [Spring-Yee]
Thanks [Kay]
Thanks [Jun]
Thanks [Han]

我输了,但满足了

你和他分了，
我却不知道...
你哭了，
我也不懂...
为什么？
就连你的成绩我也不知道...
是我不了解你？
是我的错？
就连你没有来学校，
原因我也不懂...
你没有空，
没有空听我的电话...
没有心情跟我讲话，
没有空唱歌给我听，
你却有时间骂我...
你又不给我抄，
为什么？
我的华语那么烂，
你也不给...
功课得东东就算了...
反正我也不想做...
我在吃醋？
我再跟她比较？
我是真的生气了...
你为什么宁愿告诉她都不告诉我？
我懂她很疼你，
我不管她在你面前怎样讲我，
在我背后指指点点都好...
我不介意，
她始终是你的“婆婆”
我不应该比，
因为我一定会输，
她给你的东西始终比我多10倍...
她赢了，
我彻底输了，
还是输到很惨的哪一种...
无所谓了，
只要你开心，
只要她可以给你爱，
我输得心甘情愿...
我不可能是你的宝贝，
你当我是妹妹我已经很满足了...
四季的旅程，
我们要一起走到终点...
谢谢[晶]~
谢谢[H-仪]~
谢谢[J-仪]~
陪了我那么久...

[Camp rock]-Here I Am

They tell you a good girl is quiet and that you should never ask why
'Cause it only makes it harder to fit in
You should be happy, excited even if you're just invited
'Cause the winners need someone to clap for them

It's so hard just waiting in a line that never moves
It's time you started making your own rules

You gotta scream until there's nothin' left with your last breath
So here I am, here I am, make 'em listen
'Cause there is no way you'll be ignored not anymore
So here I am, here I am, here I am, here I am

You only get one life to work it so who cares if it's not perfect
Say it's close enough to perfect for me
Why should you hide from the thunder and the lightning that you're under
'Cause there ain't nobody else you wanna be

If how your living isn't working there's one thing that will help
You gotta finally just stop searchin' to find yourself

You gotta scream until there's nothin' left with your last breath
So here I am, here I am, make 'em listen
'Cause there is no way you'll be ignored not anymore
So here I am, here I am, here I am

The world better make some room, yeah, move over, over
'Cause you're coming through, 'cause you're coming through

You gotta scream until there's nothin' left with your last breath
Here I am, here I am, make 'em listen
'Cause there is no way you'll be ignored not anymore
So here I am, here I am, here I am, here I am, here I am

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[It Meant A Lot]

[晶]，如果你看到了，给一点耐性，看完它，对我很有意思

^Highlight it to see the word

Now...

You see...

You all are just playing with me...

And I am not a toy...

Stop playing!

I'm sick of this horrible game...

Kye Xin has take over my place...

She's the second one after Huey Yii...

I Loved you wholeheartedly...

But do you?

You didn't even give me a half,

Not even a quarter...

You scold me everyday...

Every statement you made...

Every word u said...

Meant a lot to me...

I don't have the bravery anymore to go on...

I can't take that risk...

Is my heart breaking?

Is it bleeding?

It hurts every time you step it...

I need some space...

I meant we...

What is my purpose in 4 Season?

Being a statue?

Being a toy to be laugh at?

You took away my right to talk...

Not everything,

Not every time is my fault....

I will stop confessing is my wrong...

Think back what you said today...

Ask yourself...

Did that statement hurts?

Think trice...

Before you speak...

Care for others feeling...

I am not a statue...

I am a living thing and i have feelings...

I am not scolding you...

But I want you to know...

The way I feel inside...

That type of feelings that I have for so long ago...

And I kept it secretly,

Until today...

It is hopeless...

I don't have faith in you anymore...

We reach a junction...

And we have to make a decision...

I am not cruel...

But it is the best...

For all of us...

I gonna go what logic tells me to...

I am so sorry...

I can't stand you anymore...

-Sparrow

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I delete jorr...

You happy now?

Don't scold me...

I know Jing is ur BEST granddaughter...

But it means a lot to me...

-Sparrow

谢谢你~

我宁愿一辈子不要太了解你，
至少对你还会有好感...
比较了解你了...
我开始对你产生不满，
你也开始嫌弃我...
在幼稚园时，
我们一起闹过，
一起被罚过，
一起唱歌，
一起玩，
一起吃饭...
要升小学了，
我们一起踏入那个考场...
那时，
都还对你有好感...
小学期间，
我们也没什么进展...
六年级了，
不知为何要跟你一起坐，
你开始骂我，
开始打我...
就算在不满，
我也用尽眼泪，
把痛给滋润了...
明年，
我们就升中学了...
同校同班了9年，
终于都要分开了...
不舍当然会有，
但我没有遗憾了...
希望你读好书...
谢谢你，
陪我过了9年，
过了我的童年...
谢谢你，
填补了我的心...
衷心祝福你...
你要快乐噢~

9年了
心淡了
-燕子妹妹

我病了...你们很衰

我又病了...
为什么最近一直不舒服？
抵抗力弱了那么多...
自己为什么那么弱？
不想上全日制，
回家了...
吃了粥，
硬把药吃了，
累到...
睡了好久，
大概3小时吧...
幸好今天没有发梦...
起来了，
看着时钟，
4:30p.m.了。
上线了，
你没有上线。
望着电话，
我希望它快点响，
一接起电话，
我希望那把熟悉的声音是你的...
等了半个小时，
电话始终没响...
希望你在默默地为我祈祷...

病了[痛苦之中]
-小燕子

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你们几个很衰叻...
不必到处讲的，
不要让他懂不可以吗？
Pls lar...
我不想他懂叻...
暂时把嘴巴闭上，
我不要最后一次了都去不成...
都要毕业了，
如果真的在一起，
分开了不就要承受分离之痛了吗？
我跟他不可能的...
不要到处“唱”我了...

你们都有点不舒服，
照顾自己，
喝多点水...
不要好像我这样噢~
永远爱你们

爸[豪]
婆[欣]
姐[晶]
姐[仪]
*不要再讲了！！
依然爱你们
-燕子女儿/燕子妹妹/燕子孙女

我很怕

我蹲着，

靠着墙，

我根本没有勇气站起来...

我很怕，

很怕看到梦中的那一幕...

我不敢讲话，

我哭了...

那个梦是什么你应该不想知道...

我希望自己是聋的，

因为我不想听到那么多不喜欢的噪音...

但我不能，

只要我聋了，

我永远听不到你唱歌了...

我希望自己是盲的，

因为我不想看到镜子里的自己...

但我不能，

只要我盲了，

我永远都看不到你那可爱的样子了...

好怀念，

以前跟你一起走过的日子...

我很想看到你那微笑...

中学我们四季就分开了...

秋要去Canada...

不舍...

我很怕...
希望你在为我祈祷
-燕子妹妹

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永远记得，

四季...

永远在我心里...

你要出国了...

回来要找我们哦~

希望你会好好照顾自己...

WS 会明白的...

你就不要自责了！！

希望你每一天过得开开心心...

Darling...[仪]
永远爱你
-燕子妹妹

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很多人生病了...

希望你们没有生病哦！

我爱你

公公
-[晨]

婆婆
-[欣]

姑姑
-[淇]
-[琦]

爸爸
-[豪]

妈妈
-[源]

哥哥
-[骞]
-[骏]

姐姐
-[婷]
-[晶]
-[仪]

外甥-
*男-[衡]
*女-[J-仪]

曾外甥-
*男-[瀚]
*女-[慈]

希望你们喝多点水...

不要生病哦~

爱你们
-/燕子孙女/燕子女儿/燕子妹妹/燕子阿姨/燕子姨婆